depression: the drug without a rush

~ Ever heard the saying “they’re in a world of their own” ~

mental illness is like a drug, where every day is like going cold turkey, an anti depressants are only the fuel for another addiction…

I feel trapped in this body, like its a cage, where I’m being constantly punished by its mind

People look at suicide, or thinking about it as the lazy way out, or that you’re a failure, but when you live with an illness of any kind, that impacts your life on a daily basis, death seems to be the only way out, inner strength, an will power slowly fades over time

As I said once before, our lives are our own, an so shouldn’t we be able to decide when we have had enough

~ I’m living in a dark haze an I’m searching for the light on the other side, but for now I’m in a world of darkness ~

Advertisements

One response to “depression: the drug without a rush

  1. I can’t wait to die… this is how I feel all the time.
    I blame this feeling on: my brain first of all, and I blame the world. THIS CHAOS that I was forced into and now, I CAN’T WAIT TO LEAVE.
    ……….. frustrated forever
    ;DDissh

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s