I sometimes wonder, is your life really that bad??
‘You have people that care, love an protect you, an want you to be happy’
Then on the other hand, many times I feel taken for granted, those same people often ignore me, an don’t show a lot of interest in what I have to say, unless its something intelligent or funny, or to do with them
Its obvious they would rather have the robot version of me, the me that plays the part of a normal person
Its times like this I get that sinking feeling, almost like how I feel each time I leave the doctors or psychologists office, my words unheard and another tiny bit of my soul scared
I wonder, am I asking for too much from life, from people, expecting too much, am I the selfish one, has everyone around me changed or always been this way… Or am I the one who changed all along?